"I still hold your hand in my mind, while I fall asleep … And then my day is complete.
"
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(Diary entry May 26th 2012)
(Diary entry May 25 2012)
I don’t know,
If there will be another day,
When You & I will be breathing the same air…
I am still here waiting,
Waiting for another day,
Waiting for those magical moments,
Just like how it was,
Years ago..
We may be under the same sky,
But oceans part us.
We feel the same distress,
But love keeps us holding on.
I will never stop waiting.
I know I can never stop hoping.
"I have never wanted anything more than how much I want US to work out ….
"
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(Diary entry May 20 2012)
(Diary entry May 17 2012)
Every thing makes perfect sense…
Every time either of us mess up,
I chased You, Searched for You
Cried… Wept… Yearned for You
Wrote diaries when no body was there to share the pain with…
But soon dried the tears myself, and
Held myself together.
You break down but I know You fight within to man up…
I know that little do I know of what You go through … But I feel your pain..
Yes I do.
Every misery strains us inside-out … But we come back…
To fix …
No matter how much hurt I was or You were…
We always came back to each other.
No matter how much big a pause remained Or a silence screamed,
We just keep fighting for what we feel the strongest.
No matter how big a mistake it could be,
Greater than our pain is our Love for each other…
"Love is not painful …
Its the hindrances and issues that come along with it or that surrounds it, is what causes pain … Love is what keeps you going …
Love is what heals and gives you the strength to fight.
"
(Diary entry May 6th 2012)
Can You feel what I feel?
Do You see the connection that I see?
We may be thousands of miles apart,
With so much more hindrance in between us than the distance,
But we both know how much we adore each other,
And how much more pain we would put ourseleves through,
To meet just once more,
To breathe the same air yet again,
To feel the touch we have been yearning for,
To just fill in the absence of each other
For just once more… Create a new moment to cherish for life.
I Miss You..
(Diary entry May 6th 2012)
Its been such a long time,
Since things were normal between us.
But not a day has gone by,
When I didn’t think of You,
When I didn’t pray for You,
When I didn’t wish You are doing fine… Somehow…
Somehow… I was hoping You are pulling off your day…
Every time I thought about You… Somehow I pulled off my day.
"Even If You Turn Me Away For Whatsoever Reason, I Will Still Choose To Stay With You
"
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(Diary entry May 6th 2012)
"Even through the dark cold days of emptiness and sorrow, Love will find its way… I believe.
"
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(Diary entry May 4 2012)
Again another old pic. I had edited into a painting using Photoshop Elements.
Miss You…